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"If u love something let it go, if it comes back to u, its urs forever, if it doesnt, it was never meant to be" nh ayat yg mmbe aku bg. Well done n well said bro(haha). Aku admit stiap bait kata2 ko tu btol, mcm biase la kn ajal maut jodoh pertemuan sume kt tgn tuhan. Ko bguling melompat2 cmne pn kalo da bkn jodoh ko nk wat cmne kn. The truth is we are men. Skang nh maybe kte ckp yg awek tu yg kte nk, she is really the one, she's the love of our life. Seboleh2 nk jgk kn, laki nh bnde yg x dpt or ssh nk dpt yg die nk sgt tu. Ske kn cabaran bru la maksud laki sbenar kn. But then ble da mnghadapi situasi cmnh, awek nk tgk muke ko pn da x lalu, mule la kn mngglabah, mcm2 nk wat supaya awek blk smula. Kol ari2, follow up die pnye perkembangan, cbe igtkn die btapa kte appreciate sume kenangan yg prnah ada, kte cbe btau dorg kte x pnah lupekn dorg dgn harapan dorg pn akan igt same bnde2 tu, cbe btau dorg we feel like shit when they dump us, it's not ok for them to have new bf while we are still suffering because of them, we still love them, we miss them every single day. So in the end, we try to prove to them we are willing to wait. Dengan harapan 1 ari nnt, ati dorg akan trsentuh ngan kesanggupan kte tuk menunggu then balik smula kt sisi kte. Bahagia gle kn jd cmtu.

Realitinye lak, skang nh dh de org lain ngah bahagiakn dorg, ko rs die peduli ke ngan ko pnye kenangan, ko punye tunggu sume tu? Seriously kalo ade org cite mslh nh kt aku, nasihat aku lupekn je n cr lain, pe ssh, ape nk diharap pada yg x sudi kn? Tp ble da jatuh atas batang idung sendiri aku xleh lak nk wat cmtu. Pelik kn? Ckp je pandai, suh wat btol2 da terpinga2. Well as long as aku ada feeling nh lg aku akan tunggu, i'm not worthless u know. But in the end mne la nk tau jodoh kte ngan spe kn. tp kn bro, dr aku knal ko dlu, ko mmg baik punye org, spe yg xnk ko die mmg rugi gle sbenarnye, ko xde la perfect mne pn, tp bg kategori laki aku rs ko laki yg baik. 1 thing i can tell u, she said deep inside she still love u. so pandai2 la ko(haha).

to tell the truth, up until now pn aku still confuse lg. ye la akal ckp lain, ati ckp lain, ari2 kje bertengkar je, sudahnye terkontang kanting aku kt sini. satu solution pn tarak, bikin kepala berat lg ade la. jum kte ikuti pertengkaran mereka:
akal : dia dh ada org len, hang cari laen la.
ati : tp aku nk dia.
akal : dia dh happy ngan org lain la.
ati : aku pun leh hepi kn dia.
akal : dia bkn nk hang dah pn
ati : aku akan tuggu dia
akal : sampai bila?
ati : smpai bila2
akal : c'mon la bro, pikiaq sket, hang igt berbaloi ka kalo tunggu? hang tunggu dia, hang igt dia nk tunggu hang?
ati : err..
akal : ari2 duk tringat kt dia, hang rasa dia igt kt hang ka?
ati : erm..
akal : pompuan bkn dia sorg ja, besepah lg kn?
ati : mmg bsepah, tp x sama mcm dia.
akal : knapa nk yg mcm dia?
ati : da mmg syg kt dia
akal : dia bkn syg kt hg.
ati : err..
akal : cari laen la, xpn x yah cari langsung, lepak sudah.
ati : tp duk tringat lg nh.
akal : lupakn sj, apa nk dikenang pada yg x sudi?
ati : arghhh..nk gak!!

step 1.
haa lebeyh kurg cmnh la ari2, lpas tu mule la belek fon. "nk kol ke xnk?" pastu dail, "tett..tett..tett.." xdak org angkt, "frust".

step2.
akal : duk kata dah dia mmg tamau kt hang la.
ati : dia busy kut.

ulang step 1.

ulang step 2.

ulang step 1.

ulang step 2.

last2 tertidoq. well kalo ari2 mcm tu fedap gak kn, then aku cuba tuk resist dari memegang fon. apa yg ssh sgt nk lepaskn sbenarnye nh kn? bkn pe aku takot, kalo2 peluang tuh masih ada n then aku give kt tgh jln. haa rugi kn? tu kata ati aku. well org kata ikut ati mati kn. sebtolnye aku pkai akal la kn, i know my limit, i'll stop when i have to. i believe that within these few years i've done everything that i could possibily do. it takes two to tangO right? kalo sorg2 dh tntU la laNgkah aku akan sumbaNg. aku xnk trus melangkah ngan sumbaNg!
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